Office by Alex Penny
It seems whatever you end up posting on the internet has the potential to be seen by anyone really. I want to use this account to start writing again. Not just about things I like, (music etc). but as an outlet to express my feelings about life.
Anything deeply personal will obviously not be posted here, but right now I seem to be too inside my head to not write.
My time in SF is (thank god) finally coming to a close. I don’t want to sound negative, but this move should have been accomplished months ago. I have had doubts that SF was indeed going to be my long term home for over a year. Many factors kept me here for longer than I needed to be. An incredible relationship, and my fear of me wanting to move would end it. Which is ironic because it more or less ended because of me wanting to be elsewhere and my fear to bring someone into a life they may not want. I know in the end the decision was for the best in the long term. I myself have not moved on yet, which makes it extremely painful that he has already when it hasn’t been that long. I am clearly not going to emotionally available for awhile, and I am fine with being alone.
As a loyal employee, I agreed to stay at my job after giving some 5 months notice. Training my replacement didn’t take 5 months, duh. So now that I don’t feel bad about leaving early, I’m headed out May 14. Seattle you are calling my name loud and clear. I will miss you friends, and Golden Gate Park.
Here is to new beginnings.
